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Ok is me again ^_^ ...well what's new? I didn't leave after all, I have no money and I ain't in the mood of working =D besides college started and that means less contact with my mother, sometimes I try to be on her place and gosh is so hard to live with someone like me xD so yeah I try to be understanding...what else? yeah college sucks xD tho isa great distraction, this is my second week and I'm already full of work, I gotta read a financial book by this friday, and mmmm yeah I'm alone in a subject, Lineal Algebra, but oh well I think I gotta start to make new friends 'cause I don't understand anything the teacher explains, and I bet my ass I'm not the only one, he's pretty much confusing.

Lately I've been having those horrible mood changes just that now I ain't lovey like last time but moody xD I'm fighting even with my shadow, I'm just lil bit emotional, oh and my vegetarian diet is working great I've been 1 month and 3 days without meat =) I'm proud of myself I thought I couldn't do it, I think I'm also moody coz I miss meat but nah it will go away with the time.

And what else? my grandma has cancer =( it took me like 6 months just to accept that fact and according to the doctor has no cure but still she'll recieve chemotherapy...I feel like crying just to think about what's coming, like she won't eat, she'll throw up, she'll be weak and sick and I can't stand that, hurts me to think she'll be like that but I have faith in God she'll cure =D there's nothing Impossible to him, I'm like praying early everymorning for her =) I just love her so, I know she'll have to die someday but I don't want her to die in so much pain, her life has been hard enough already, and actually you wish your loved ones wouldn't feel any pain but well this is life and no one said itwas easy.

I'm also leaving to the USA in few months, a new job wiiiiiii also to study, I need to get away from everything arround me for a bit or I'll just die. Anyway that's my boring life

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